Thursday, January 7, 2010

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you.
I'm sorry
that I am actually nice;
not a bitch.

I'm sorry
for relying on you.

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a bar.

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you than just screw you
like some random girl.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date.

I'm sorry
I'm not good enough for you to listen to me when I need a friend.
I'm sorry
if I start not being there
because it hurts being used as a doormat

I'm sorry
if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call,

I'm sorry
that you can't realize..
I've been the one all along.

...but most of all,
I'm sorry
for not being sorry anymore.

I'm sorry
that you can't accept me for who I am.

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right,
and nothing that I do is good enough
to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
that I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
for calming you down and taking care of you all those times
even after you screamed and yelled at me telling me
you were gonna kick my ass

I'm sorry for watching out for you
and making sure all is ok

I'm sorry
that I cared.

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night,
talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

I'm sorry
for everything

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