I cannot breath without you because I love you. I can only dram of you because I only think of you, you are my reality, my only truth. I'm tired of being strong and not being able to shed a tear. I'm tired of always watching you turn your back and walk away, we are stronger than all that. You always let everyone get in the way, make something out of nothing. I don't understand why it is that you want out so badly, it is because I want to have friends so I don't feel alone like I do. To me the only way that I seem to get your attention is if I am talking to someone you don't approve of...these days that is anyone. I feel that you no longer look for the good in me, your too busy looking for the bad. I try and try to make sense of it but I am driving myself crazy in the process. I love you so much and I hate what we have become, we made it through so much to only end it like this. It doesn't seem fair to me to have had to go through so much pain already to have to go through it all over again! I'm tired of not letting my tears fall and I'm tired of watching you walk away...I don't want to lose you all over again but I still don't know how to stop you...